Saturday, October 31, 2009

FIGHT WITH ME!!!!




I’ve reached my breaking point
I can’t stop
Can’t fall lower - so far
From the top
Can’t do this on my own
Will you please…
Stop my fist before it
Hits the wall
Catch my tears before they
Even fall
Be there and stand by me
Through it all
Maybe then I’d stop my
Fight with me!!!!!
All these feelings inside
Confusion
Nothing comes out right when
I explain
I’m gonna give it up
Help me please…
I want to die
End it all
Would you please, could you please,
Please, please, please…
Stop my fist before it
Hits the wall
Catch my tears before they
Even fall
Be there and stand by me
Through it all
Maybe then I’d stop my
Fight with me.!!!!!!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Once Upon A Time!!!!!



They say time heals, but is it really so?
It's been more than a year, but I can't let go
My mind drifts away to those times so dear
Now so far when I was once, so near
"Why did it happen", I find myself saying
Both tears and joy, with my heart are playing
I can't seem to succeed, though I try to move on
I guess memories stay forever, while life goes on.......

Friday, October 9, 2009

DEMONSPAWN





These ideas in my head are wringing my conscience
The love I feel is not yours to take
But you have it all the same although
You will never know this truth
My secret is safe and sound within myself
And I will bear my guilt alone
I cannot change the voice of my heart
But I can silence it for the sake of loyalty
So we will live and love and carry on
And perhaps in the next lifetime...................